12.29.2009

Wondering in Windsor Heights:

 We're all friendly with the rituals of New Years Eve. Does anyone actually ever do anything celebratory on New Year's Day, aside from nursing a hangover? Doesn't seem like it. It's not exactly BBQ weather.
Just wondering.

12.12.2009

  Y'wanna know what occurred to me today?
    For the first time in FIVE years, I am pleased with my life as-is. There are a couple minor things I wouldn't mind improving-- but today when I flipped through the current chapter of my life, I thought, "Huh. I really like this. I adore my job and can't get enough of it. I'm surrounded by incredibly loving people. I'm in my own home and experiencing independence at its finest. For the first time I PREFER being unattached. I'm healthier than ever. Nothing is weighing me down, literally or figuratively."
    I think I reached a point of maturity that I have long craved. I've finally become what I call "cordless." I don't need anybody. I can make it on my own and carry everyone else at the same time. But in those moments when I can't go on anymore, I have invaluable friendships where I can go to recharge.
      And I just thought that was nice enough to share.